been so long

and if my country no longer loves me
ill come back to you

im leaving the continent of europe in a day and a half. what surreal adventures. so many things. such love. such a loving way to live.

but i have come to realize that traveling constantly is not a way to live for a long period of time. for the meanwhile i will be rooted. adventures always, but roots are important. the only way i could ever justify this again would be
a. another pilgrimage (can i call this a pilgrimage? yes i think)

b. traveling for music or whatever it is that i can bring

it has been so beautiful and so necessary. i am so sad to leave em but i feel so good about this next little phase. i will be in amherst next weekend too. shocking. going straight for the woods. this might be my last european post.

nothing climactic

just open arms and full heart