You Mean You Can Be Relaxed Always?

This is a good life. This is a good kind of existence.

I like waking up and asking myself what my adventures are going to be. I like waking up next to my pal. I like waking up knowing that I can do anything, even though I am brokeass poor and not going to be seeing any income anytime soon. And I like being bright and shiny and making other people smile.

I like that when you are bright and shiny and brave people want to know you so they take you in and help you get the things you need. I like that people have their love glasses on.

I like that after seeing Maya Deren's psychotic dream film at the Tate both Emilie and I were reeling with ideas and started making little notes to give to people about being joyful and making art. I like that Tara joined in. I like that we were all so tired that they stopped making sense.

And I like that I feel good after being creative like that.

I like that doing yoga can put me in the state of BEHERENOWALWAYS and reminds me that I am on a different continent and in fact i am ALIVE and that's grand. I am not only alive, but I am around two very good friends, one of which is traveling with me by a force of serendipity and one who is sheltering us with so much love and joy. I like that I have just enough, and that my parents call me to wish me a happy jewish new year, that my dreams are full of people i miss during the day and then get to say hi to at night. i like that they wear canary yellow jackets and bowler hats in my dream.

i like walking beautiful old london streets and seeing all of the beautiful architecture. i like imagining the people building it and what they were thinking and feeling. how could you not feel absolute one-ness when you are building a grand house of god? even if i dont agree with it. and the westminster abbey

THE WESTMINSTER ABBEY. i could feel it like i was there at the time. walking through the quad halls, feeling the noontime sunlight on my face.

we both felt ghosts all around us.

and i like most of all
that i can find my way around the city
even if i have to ask eight people for directions



i am always walking in the right direction