little spazz

when i feel alive i try to imagine a careless life
a scenic world where the sunsets are all breathtaking



my little antennae are strong strong these days. i anticipate messages, have dreams about them, wake up to them, think about contacting people and lo and behold they have done the work for me.

and the way we catch rides. we know who will pick us up. and if we set our intentions to get impossible distances in one day, we make it. some divine grace.

homeless or not.

we are going to morocco today and when we get there we are going five hours into the country where we will be trekking through the desert on camels. strange.

we swam in the mediteranean sea yesterday. we sat in the sun laughing and sleeping and cartwheeling. we walked as far as we could on the beach and then jumped in when we saw someone else in the water.

the most sensual experience. pure salt sea water all over my body. my limbs and torso sliding in between water molecules. staring at the beautiful blue sky and white puffy clouds high high up in the stratosphere.

healing salt.

tired night of writing many songs and confirming my flight on dec 9th.

talked to my mom about the dogs - her passion in life. it felt good to laugh with her.

body. such a strong connection to feelings in my body and emotions manifesting physically. southern spain mountains a hazy backdrop against the western sky golden setting sun. the BLUE of the mediteranean. life is a little fairytale and i could live this way forever until i remember there are invisible forces that keep me sustained that i must nurture.

i am the siamese twin of my shadow
my room mate came in so we stayed up all night
i put on a show of our hands as animals
she laughed at their psychosis and at mine

we´ve met such incredible people who care for us so well. i see things very clearly right now. people have been helping us so fully on our journey, in whatever way that they can. giving us maps, rides, information, their beds, even MONEY. strange. their care and affection and love. we have stayed with such incredible people and it has been a push and pull of different energetic interactions. i have never felt more sexual but without the need to express it through sex. i have been channeling it creatively into music and writing and loving interaction with emilie and strangers.

but i think that is the most important shift in me. help people. i try to be mindful of this always, but be unafraid in this world. INTERACT.

little shy bird